Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I’ll leave when I wanna

for some reason, this chorus is on repeat in my head.
shut up, shut up.
sighs, well... i couldnt really connect for Narnia this time round with my frens.
its, its a different feel.
they found it childish, and uh. inferior to Lotr.
and i felt myself wanting to scream that its not the point.
but. never mind.

looking back at 2005.
i felt that, i havent given my best in my studies (duh)
but, for choir i have no regrets. at all.
every min, second of the pain, the joy, the grief, the worry. they're all memorable.
and its nice to close with a high, carolling at FULLERTON! and conrad. :P
i think, i was a nicer person to people.
but i think i still need to grow, in the Lord.
i feel so stunted. :X i, i want to know His ways, to learn His love.
i felt that i wasted alot of time online, still doing so.
so next time, shall cut short.
its 3 step rule for me next year: 1: mail, 2: read blogs, 3: blog, if i feel like it.

i resolve to work hard, and work hard, and work hard, and prep beforehand.
i resolve to slp early when possible, and not waste time like wad im doing now.
i resolve to be nicer to people.
i resolve to walk closer with God.
i resolve to be nicer to my parents.
i resolve to make time for all who matters.
i resolve to do my best in choir, and not lose faith.




and,
i resolve to keep my resolutions.